Subject: going-over loss

From: "Margie" <[email-masked]>
Date: Sun, 3 Dec 2006 10:32:56 +0100

Not being able to let go of the past was the second unfortunate bond they had, the one that inevitably ripped them apart.
The kind of love where you would do anything for them, or hearing thier voice makes you glow.
geez im being a bitch.
and brought his puppy, except he left the puppy just outside the main office. if anything had happened to you.
but him and I only stayed together for a week n a half.
do they even have cartoons on weekend mornings anymore?
Leave a generous, caring, loving, fiesty, life loving grandmother biologically to some, but through love to many alone. Why do you always wrap your hands around the good people?
Then At Fruit Loops And Chips For Lunch.
puppies on the other hand, i like.
he claims to love me.
The molecules which mimic the soccer ball shape and pattern contain sixty or seventy carbon atoms each and have a diameter no bigger than one millionth of a millimeter. not to mention that my personal life is in fucking shambles. Ahhwell, I can await for that at home! Sometimes going out of her way to provoke him and then nothing.
The kind of love where you would do anything for them, or hearing thier voice makes you glow. Came Back Did  Nothing.
I wish he was back home and I could curl up in his arms and just be in a nice cozy safe little world again. Like the guy I used to be, the guy everyone depended on, the guy everyone looks forward to seeing, and spending time with.
I will not be celebrating CHRISTmas this year, as i am not a christian. It was now sunset and he was standing on a high rock that overlooked their normally busy camp. and brought his puppy, except he left the puppy just outside the main office.
and brought her baby. He promised to surprise her and in his own ways he had, always desperately reaching out to her trying to pull her back up off of her knees everytime she hit the pavement.
However Christmas is not such a holiday.
Please keep them to a minimum.
Lethargy and Apathy are my two arch nemesi right now. Raw and exposed and Faith hates those moments almost as much as she craves them.