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Date: Thu, 22 Jan 2015 16:07:41 -0800

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Fountain, MN 55935 http://www.sharpsmotorinfo.com/rosettes/reworded/trepans/calory/reimbursed.htm can't figure out w to talk to them. I don't understand why they like ing things, or why they don't care that the world is basically on ing fire, or why they don't hate cops, or why they're so goddamn cruel and judgemental to each other all the time. 

I used to deal with it by just being out-of-my-mind wasted 100% of the time, but I had to get sober a couple years ago cuz I was gonna die, so now I don't even have that crutch to lean on. Before I could sort of just stagger into any social situation and peer blearily at people and babble about whatever I felt like and generally it sort of worked, or at least plenty of people would put up with me. Now I just kind of feel like an alien a lot of the time.

So people are like 'hi' and I'm like '....hi...?' and then they think I hate them and really I'm just bewildered and on edge.
If I'm being mean is because I drank a little to much and repress my anger when I'm sober and its valid
I have a sense of humor
I just feel like everybody 
basically brings us to today. I spent most of my life in the back of a the church during the sermon or youth group just reading the bible. Trying to find something in the garbled up text that I can relate to and I can feel. 

I sat down with my parents and said
"I don't want to go and study something I do not believe or follow"
They weren't surprised but I could tell they were scked. My parents love me and I am lucky tugh my Mom said something unsettling. 
"I just don't understand w people like you can live witut faith"
Then the smart- 
because I see myself through your eyes. And in my mind, you are to blame. 
Because I hate everyone. 
I'm only mean to people I genuinely dislike.  I have tried to be polite and nice to them but then somew the meanness comes flying out.  So now I don't bother
because  you
Because  you, that's why.
I'm typically mean because I'm too wrapped up in my own problems than to put effort into making someone else feel good.
Because  you. 
Because  you.
Sometimes I am mean. Not often, but since I had cancer I have had to take this medicine that (if the dosage isn't right) can leave me in lots of pain. 

Pain makes me snap at people. 

I feel very guilty for the occasional ier I snap at.
Most of the time I'm a nice person, but when I just have a distaste for people's bull, that coinciding with my anger issues, I'm an .
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because  you
It's funny as 
I cared too much. So many sought my advice because "Through all the bad stuff in your life, you've stayed 
of its mother's milk to quench your thirst, let it then be an act of worship, 
  And let your board stand an altar on which the pure and the innocent of forest and plain are sacrificed for that which is purer and still more innocent in many. 
  When you  a beast say to him in your heart, 
  "By the same power that slays you, I to am slain; and I too shall be consumed. 
  For the law that delivered you into my hand shall deliver me into a mightier hand. 
  Your blood and my blood is naught but the sap that 
since 1996 and love it. 
rrible to clean? You just rinse it and toss the filter. 
Yeah.  If you run it through the dishwasher you remove the oil that makes the next pressing easy.  I have a much easier time cleaning my Aeropress than any French press I've ever used.
You suldn't even be putting in the dishwasher in the first place...
That is great - congrats, a loving room AND a bedroom
Reading posts about which memory foam mattress to  convinced me that a lot of people have a room to sleep in (with memory foam) and another room with a regular mattress for.... activities....
a.k.a. the guest bedroom
AKA the kids room when they're off at college.
AKA the kitchen, the living room, the bathroom and the toolshed....
Or just at a